I believed him. My God, how I believed him. I preferred the comfort of ignorance to the call of instinct. I never wondered why Lily stopped running to the door when I arrived. I never wondered why she always wore long sleeves, even in summer. I never wondered why, at dinner parties, she looked at Amanda before taking each bite.
I thought he was rushing to the hospital because of an accident. A fall down the stairs. Maybe appendicitis. How naive I was.
The smell of the hospital hit me the moment I stepped through the automatic doors: that mixture of strong disinfectant and human fear. I ran to the information desk. “My daughter. Lily Carter. Where is she?”
The nurse looked at me, and in her eyes I saw something that stopped me in my tracks. It wasn’t just pity. It was horror. —Third floor. Pediatric Burn and Trauma Unit.
Burned? The word echoed in my skull. I stepped into the elevator, feeling like I couldn’t breathe. When the doors opened, a doctor was waiting for me. “Mr. Carter, before you go in… you need to prepare yourself. Lily is sedated, but conscious. The pain is… unimaginable.”