What I had found instead was a man who thrived on imbalance and a household that mistook obedience for virtue.
When I returned with the gravy, my legs nearly gave out. I noticed the empty chair beside my husband and moved toward it without thinking. The sound of the chair scraping the floor stopped every conversation.
Judith stood so fast her napkin fell. “What do you think you are doing.”
“I need to sit,” I said, gripping the chair. “Just for a moment. I need to eat.”
Her face twisted with something ugly and triumphant. “You do not sit here. You eat later. You eat in the kitchen. That is how it works in my home.”
“I am your son’s wife,” I said, my voice breaking despite my effort. “I am carrying your grandchild.”
She leaned closer. “You are a guest who forgets her place.”
I looked at Aaron, silently pleading. He took a slow sip of wine and stared past me.
“Do what my mother says,” he replied calmly. “Do not embarrass us.”
A sharp pain cut through my abdomen, stealing my breath. I pressed my hand to my stomach and gasped. “Something is wrong. It hurts badly.”
Judith pointed toward the kitchen. “Move.”