There was a time when I loved that face, which is a dangerous thing to admit because people assume it means I was naive or blinded by vanity. But love is rarely that tidy, and when I first met Hudson, he looked like the opposite of danger.
He was warm, attentive, and funny in public while remaining thoughtful enough to remember every small detail about my life and my work. He kissed me as if he were listening to my soul, and he looked at my paintings with a seriousness that I mistook for real depth.
I did not see the cage because he entered my life looking exactly like the key I needed to unlock my future. When we married, I was thirty years old and still trying to believe that love did not always need to be a series of practical compromises.
I sell enough art to cover my supplies and my share of the rent on a small studio, but Hudson stepped into my life like a benefactor who had no intention of ever being called one. He wanted us to move to a larger home because it had more light, and he insisted on paying the bills so that I could focus on my art without worrying about money.