The Haircuts That Haunted Me
Going back to my childhood town felt less like a visit and more like an obligation I could never escape.
Every Friday evening, after clocking out from my support desk job in downtown San Jose, I would collect my six-year-old daughter from school and drive down the coast toward the sleepy edges of Carmel Bay. That was where my father still lived—alone—in the weathered house our family had owned for decades.
My name is Sarah Collins. I was thirty-one, recently divorced, and raising my daughter on my own. My father, Henry Collins, had been alone since my mother passed away years earlier. He didn’t call much. He didn’t visit. He spoke only when necessary.
Yet somehow, every weekend, we ended up back at his door.
Because my daughter adored him.
Henry had once been a legend in town. In the late ’80s, Collins Barbershop was always full. Men waited outside before dawn. Kids trusted him with their very first haircut. Even city officials stopped by when they passed through.
But that life was long gone.
