I struggled in front of the mirror, my fingers fumbling with the zipper of a deep blue silk gown that once felt effortless but now clung stubbornly to a body that no longer belonged to the woman I used to be, the fabric stretching across skin still tender from surgery, the faint ache at my abdomen a constant reminder that only four months earlier my body had been opened to bring two lives into the world.
Behind me, near the wide window overlooking the city lights of Boston, the twins were crying in uneven rhythms, one voice sharp and urgent, the other soft but relentless, a duet of need that filled the room and wrapped itself around my nerves until even my thoughts felt heavy.
Ryan stood several feet away, facing the mirror with practiced confidence as he adjusted the cuffs of his tailored tuxedo, his reflection immaculate, his posture straight, his expression composed in the way only men accustomed to being admired ever managed to perfect.
He glanced at me through the mirror, his eyes pausing not on my face but on my waist, and his mouth tightened with irritation.
“You are really wearing that,” he said, his tone flat with disapproval.