At 5:15, I left the house and drove my aging sedan toward Sunrise Bakery, a small place near the hospital.
Andrew had been demanding vanilla sweet rolls for days. “The good kind,” he’d insisted. “Not that gas station trash.”
Inside, the warm scent of sugar and butter wrapped around me. For a fleeting second, I imagined I was just another woman picking up breakfast for a normal marriage.
“Can I help you?” the cashier asked.
“Four vanilla rolls and two turnovers. And black coffee, please.”
I paid carefully, counting bills. Andrew’s disability covered treatments, but everything else fell on me. I worked freelance editing at night, barely sleeping.
Traffic crawled. I called home to check on Ryan, Andrew’s son from his first marriage.
“Hey,” he answered groggily.
“Ryan, can you take out the trash before class? Pickup’s today.”
“Yeah. Later,” he muttered and hung up.
I knew he wouldn’t do it. Still, I told myself to be patient. Everyone was suffering, right?
I parked several blocks from the hospital and walked, clutching the warm bag against my chest. I wanted to see Andrew smile when he tasted it.