MY SEVEN-YEAR-OLD GRANDDAUGHTER CLUTCHED MY HAND AND WHISPERED, “GRANDPA… MOM PUTS SOMETHING IN MY JUICE.” I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST A CHILD’S FEAR—UNTIL A MEMPHIS DOCTOR READ HER TESTS, FROZE, AND WENT SILENT FOR FOUR LONG SECONDS.

I loaded the big purple gift bag into the passenger seat of my 2009 Ford F-150, the one with the cracked leather steering wheel and the country station that never quite tuned in clearly, and I drove from Germantown to Collierville rehearsing apologies like a teenage boy driving to prom.

I’d make it right, I told myself.

I’d give her the gift. Take her for ice cream. Let her tell me every detail of the party I’d missed. Who came. What kind of cake she got. Which gifts she liked best. Whether she cried when they sang to her because Ruby always cried when too many people looked at her at once, and then got embarrassed about crying and laughed while tears were still on her face.

That was the plan.

A simple one.

The kind of ordinary plan you make right before life decides to split in half.

Vanessa answered the door with her phone pressed to her ear. My daughter-in-law was beautiful in the polished, no-stray-hairs kind of way. Even standing barefoot in yoga pants and an oversized cream sweater, she looked arranged. Curated. Like one of those home accounts online where every blanket has folds that make you feel inadequate.