That particular winter night was harsher than most, the cold pressing against the exterior walls as if forcing an entry. The heating in the nursery failed just enough to render the room unsafe for infants. The cribs felt impossibly frigid, and one twin burned with a worrying fever while the other cried harder, seemingly sensing his brother’s distress and responding with panic.
Eliza paced the length of the house for hours, cradling them tight, her knees trembling and feet aching until her vision blurred at the edges. She murmured softly, “It’s alright, I’m here, I won’t leave you,” until their cries subsided into uneven breathing, and finally, into sleep.
The Sanctuary of the Floor
When she looked toward the staircase leading back to the freezing nursery, something within her revolted. Carrying them back into that chill felt fundamentally wrong.