I gripped the sink and remembered Ana, a former classmate—the only person in my life Javier didn’t know. She had always said, “If you ever need help, call me. Anytime.”
I never had. Shame, fear, and false hope kept me silent.
But my baby moved again, and the decision was made.
I opened the drawer where I kept tablecloths. Inside was my ID—and a small notebook where I had quietly written dates and words over time. My phone buzzed with a message from Javier:
“Clean this up before I come back.”
I read it without shaking. Then I called Ana.
When she answered, I took a deep breath.
“Ana, I need to leave tonight.”
From the living room, I heard footsteps. I gave her the address and asked her not to come alone.
“I’m with you,” she said, no questions asked.
I hid my phone just as Javier opened the door and asked who I was talking to. I calmly said, “My mother.” He studied me, then walked away and turned up the TV.
I used those minutes like oxygen. I packed two outfits, my charger, medical records, some cash, and my notebook into a cloth bag. My body ached, but the thought of staying hurt more. The elevator felt endless, so I took the stairs, gripping the railing as warning contractions came and went.