The name tore out of me.
The child flinched—not in recognition, but fear.
I ripped off the mask.
It was my daughter.
Her face was red beneath smeared makeup, eyes swollen, lips cracked from biting them too hard. When she saw me, relief didn’t come first.
Terror did.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered. “I didn’t make enough yet.”
That sentence still lives in my bones.
Chapter Two: Rules I Never Knew Were Being Enforced
I carried Lily away, ignoring the murmurs behind us, ignoring Vanessa standing abruptly as her control cracked. I wrapped my coat around my daughter as she clung to me like the ground itself wasn’t safe.
“What did she tell you to do?” I asked quietly.
Lily hesitated.
“She said it was practice,” she murmured. “For confidence. If I don’t reach the goal, I don’t get dinner.”
My jaw tightened.
“What goal?”
“Ten dollars.”
There wasn’t even one.
Vanessa started explaining—therapy terms, accountability, “real-world preparation.” I barely heard her. I was staring at faint red marks around Lily’s wrists.
That’s when it clicked.
This wasn’t a mistake.
It was a routine.