Instead of mourning, I reached for my phone with deliberate composure, because there were still practical matters demanding attention before emotion could reclaim space. My banking application opened instantly, revealing fifteen credit cards arranged neatly across the screen, each one representing years of discipline, careful management, and quiet sacrifices that had sustained our household while my husband performed the role of effortless success. Those cards were never luxuries to me, because they were instruments of stability, buffers against uncertainty, safeguards for emergencies Laurent Bennett rarely noticed yet constantly benefited from.

One by one, without hesitation or ceremony, I tapped Cancel.