“Honestly,” he sneered, “I wish that death notification we got years ago had been real. At least then I could’ve collected the death gratuity check. That would’ve been better than seeing your coarse failure of a face standing here shaming this family.”
The words hit me like a punch to the gut. He wished I were dead. For money.
The crowd froze for half a heartbeat, and then it started—a nervous titter, then a chuckle, and then a full wave of cruel laughter spreading through the audience like disease. They were laughing at a soldier being wished dead by her own father.
I didn’t care about the inheritance. I didn’t care about the money. But the cruelty was so pure, so absolute, that it hollowed me out. My heart felt like it was being crushed in a vise.
I turned instinctively toward my mother.
Renee stood beside Calvin with a glass of white wine in her hand. Her knuckles were white around the stem.
Mom, please, I begged silently. Say something. Defend me once.
She felt my eyes on her. I saw the hesitation. Then she lowered her head and fixed her gaze on her Jimmy Choo shoes. She took a sip of wine and stepped back into my father’s shadow, choosing comfort over her daughter’s soul.