My mother was crumpled across a velvet chaise longue, mascara running in black rivers, weeping with theatrical abandon. When she saw me step down from the stage, she did not ask whether I was hurt. She did not ask whether I was all right.
She lunged for me and grabbed my wrist.
“Elena,” she wailed. “What have you done? That is your father. You sent your father to federal prison. Are you insane?”
I looked down at her manicured fingers digging into my sleeve.
“Call Vernon,” she demanded. “Tell him to stop this. Tell him it was a mistake. We can fix it. We can pay them back quietly.”
I peeled her hand off my arm, slowly and firmly. It felt like removing a leech.
“Mom,” I said, “he embezzled forty million dollars from a pension fund. That is a federal crime. I cannot fix that. Nobody can.”
Her face collapsed inward. Then, just as quickly, she changed strategies. The anger melted. Out came the oldest weapon in her arsenal.
Guilt.
“I know he has a temper,” she sniffled, eyes wide and wet. “But he loves you in his own way. And I love you. You know that, right? I have always loved you.”
She reached for my hand again. I stepped back.