“Ryan thought they made the place feel cluttered.”

Then I saw the scratch on her neck.

“Emma,” I said. “What is that?”

Her hand flew up to cover it. “A branch. I went to the park—”

“No.”

“Mom, please.”

“Don’t lie to me.”

I took her wrists gently. “Show me your arms.”

She resisted. Then, with the awful humiliation of someone surrendering something she never should have had to hide, she rolled up her sleeves.

Bruises.

Finger-shaped. Different colors. Different ages. Grip marks. Evidence.

For a second I heard nothing but blood roaring in my ears.

“Who did this?” I asked.

“No one.”

“Emma.”

“I bruise easily.”

“You do not.”

She turned away from me. “You have to go before Ryan gets home.”

That was the moment the world divided into before and after. Before, when I could still pretend the truth might be softer than what I feared. After, when softness became an insult.

I stood in front of her. “What has he done to you?”

She didn’t answer. Then she sat hard on the sofa and covered her face. The sobs that came were the kind people make when they have been swallowing their own sound for too long.

I held her while she cried.

“It’s not as bad as you think,” she whispered.