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I have 11-month-old twin boys. If you’ve never had twins, imagine sleep deprivation becoming part of your personality.

For almost a year, I hadn’t slept more than three consecutive hours.

Mark, my husband, traveled for work at least twice a month, sometimes more.

I have 11-month-old twin boys.

Besides each other, we have no family.

My parents passed away years ago, and I was their only child. Mark grew up in foster care, moving from one home to another. We didn’t have grandparents to call or a backup plan.

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Two weeks before everything unraveled, I broke down on the kitchen floor.

“I can’t keep doing this,” I told Mark over the phone while Liam screamed in the background and Noah banged a spoon against the high chair tray. “I’m so tired I can’t even think straight anymore.”

We didn’t have grandparents to call or a backup plan.

Mark’s voice softened immediately. “You shouldn’t have to do this alone. I should’ve hired help months ago.”