“Your mother is gone. Tears won’t bring her back—so wipe your face, make dinner, and don’t look like a grieving child when my guests arrive.” That was what my husband said.

He ordered me to dry my tears, cook all this food, and serve his friends with a smile, as if nothing had happened. The dirt on my mother’s grave is still fresh, sir. The chrysanthemums on her grave haven’t even begun to wilt. But here, in this house, the music is blasting, and I am forbidden to be sad. My tears started to flow again, but this time I let them run while holding my head high. I had verbalized the truth that had been suppressed by my husband’s pride. Mark looked as if he had been struck by lightning. He opened his mouth to deny it, but no sound came out.