“Your mother is gone. Tears won’t bring her back—so wipe your face, make dinner, and don’t look like a grieving child when my guests arrive.” That was what my husband said.

Mr. Harrison’s question hung in the air, heavy and demanding. Why are you crying? The sentence echoed in my ears, stirring the emotions I had desperately suppressed to save my husband’s face. I bit my lower lip hard to hold back a sob that threatened to erupt. My eyes burned. Tears welled up, blurring my vision. How should I answer? If I told the truth, Mark would be furious. If I lied, my heart would break even more. I glanced sideways at Mark. My husband was glaring at me, a clear threat that said, “Don’t say anything stupid.” His face was tense, his jaw clenched. He shook his head almost imperceptibly, a signal for me to stay quiet or find another excuse.