Luke sat at the table, pencil still hovering.

He looked up. “Is she mad?”

“Yes,” I said.

“Did you… did you win?” he asked, uncertain.

I knelt beside him. “I’m not trying to win,” I said. “I’m trying to make sure you never feel like that again.”

Luke swallowed. “Okay.”

Minutes later my phone buzzed with a text from my mom.

If you don’t fix this, don’t bother coming to Christmas.

I stared.

Then I typed: We won’t.

My finger hovered. My heart thudded. Then I hit send.

And the strangest thing happened.

The room didn’t collapse. The sky didn’t fall. Luke didn’t vanish.

Life stayed steady—like it had been waiting for me to stop choosing people who wouldn’t choose us.

Later Luke asked if we could put up our little Christmas tree early—the cheap Target one with the crooked top.

“Absolutely,” I said.

We dragged it out. Luke fluffed branches with serious focus. He hung ornaments—school-made ones, silly clearance ones.

When he found a tiny airplane ornament, he smiled. “This can be the Bahamas one.”

“Perfect,” I said.

He stepped back, looked at the tree, then at me. “Do you think we’ll be lonely at Christmas?”

“Maybe a little,” I admitted. “But lonely isn’t the worst thing.”

“What’s the worst?” he asked.