At the resort, the lobby looked like a movie set—polished floors, open walls, palms moving in the breeze. Luke’s mouth fell open.
“No way,” he said.
Way, I thought. All the ways I denied myself because I’d been paying for someone else’s comfort.
Our room overlooked water—ridiculous blue water. Luke pressed his hands to the glass.
“It’s real,” he breathed. “It’s actually real.”
That night we ate outside. Luke tried conch fritters with suspicion, then declared them “weird but good.” He dipped bread into butter like he’d seen adults do and said, “I feel like a businessman.”
I laughed until my stomach hurt.
The next days were full. Pool until our fingers wrinkled. Water slides until Luke screamed with pure joy. Snorkeling—his first try looked like a confused dolphin, but once he relaxed he glided over bright fish like he belonged.
He popped up sputtering, eyes huge. “Mom! I saw a blue one with stripes!”
“I saw it too,” I said. “It was showing off.”
On the dolphin excursion, Luke cried—quiet tears behind sunglasses as his hand rested on the dolphin’s smooth back.
“You okay?” I asked.
He nodded fast. “Yeah. I just… I didn’t think I’d ever get to do this.”
And I knew he wasn’t talking about dolphins.