The nurse glanced at her, then at me.
“Family?” she asked.
“Not here,” I said.
Not like that, I didn’t add.
They kept me overnight for observation.
Minor arrhythmia, dehydration, stress.
A trifecta of all the ways I’d ignored myself.
When I woke up at 3 a.m. to the soft beep of the heart monitor and the faint glow of the TV playing some infomercial, Sabria was slumped in the chair by the bed, her jacket pulled over her like a blanket.
“You didn’t have to stay,” I whispered.
She stirred.
“You’d have stayed for me,” she said.
That was true.
The next afternoon, before they discharged me, a social worker came by with a clipboard.
“Just checking on support systems,” she said. “Do you have someone at home with you?”
“I live alone,” I said. “But I have friends.”
She nodded.
“Sometimes after a scare like this, people think about updating their paperwork,” she added. “Advance directives, healthcare powers of attorney, that sort of thing.”
I thought of the folder in Joanna’s office.
“I’ve already done that,” I said.
“Good,” she replied. “Just make sure whoever you’ve named knows your wishes.”
On the ride home, Sabria drove my car while I sat in the passenger seat, hospital bracelet still around my wrist.