I wasn’t ready to get on a plane.
But I did start taking the long way home from the shelter sometimes.
I started saying yes when Sabria invited me to grab a slice of pizza after group instead of rushing back to my apartment to sit alone with leftovers.
I bought a new pair of walking shoes without checking the clearance rack first.
They were small things.
They felt enormous.
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Winter hit the shelter hard.
Cold always made everything sharper—the need, the fear, the way sound carried in the night.
One Tuesday, I arrived to find the front door propped open and blue and red lights strobing faintly against the ceiling.
My stomach dropped.
Inside, two officers stood in the hallway, talking quietly to Sabria.
Tanya sat on the couch, arms crossed, jaw clenched. Her son was in the playroom with the door closed, a staff member kneeling beside him with a book.
“What happened?” I asked, stepping in.
Sabria moved toward me.
“Her ex showed up out front,” she said. “Yelling. Demanding to see the kid. One of the neighbors called 911 before he could get inside. We’re okay.”
The officers nodded at me.
“Ms. Whitaker,” one of them said. “We met last month at the community meeting.”