I walked to my car and sat in the driver’s seat while I watched the warm glow of the dining room windows from the driveway. From the outside, the house looked like a postcard of a happy family gathering where everyone was loved and respected.
It was a lie that I had spent millions of dollars to maintain because I wanted to believe that I belonged somewhere. I started the engine and drove away from the suburb of Cary while the streetlights blurred into long streaks of yellow light.
When I arrived at my apartment in downtown Raleigh, the silence of the rooms felt like a physical weight against my chest. I kicked off my shoes and checked my phone to see if anyone had sent a message of concern.
There was a single text from Sienna that had arrived only a few minutes after I had left the driveway. “Finally gone,” the message read, and I realized that she had likely intended to send it to our mother instead of me.
I read those two words over and over again until they were burned into my memory like a brand. I set the phone down on the kitchen counter and walked into my home office where I kept my private financial records.