Melissa came from money. Her father owned several construction companies, and she never had to worry about tuition or rent. She noticed me early on. She would show up at the café where I worked with containers of homemade food. She bought me a winter coat when she saw mine had frayed cuffs. Once, without even telling me, she paid part of my overdue tuition.
I knew what she was doing. And I let her.
Did I love her? No. But I convinced myself that gratitude was close enough. I told myself I would grow into love eventually.
After graduation, when I wanted to move into the city and build a serious career, her family’s connections became the final incentive. When Melissa’s father hinted that a marriage would make me “part of the family,” doors opened in my mind that ambition had already unlocked.
So I married her.
The wedding was beautiful. Lavish. Expensive. I remember thinking that it looked like success.
But behind closed doors, our marriage was hollow.
Melissa tried—God, she tried. She planned dinners. She reached for my hand at night. She talked about building a home filled with laughter.
I felt nothing.