Emily nodded fast. “Yes. I do. And I hate myself for it.”
“Hating yourself doesn’t repair anything,” I said. “What are you doing differently?”
Emily wiped her cheeks with a napkin. “I got a job.”
I blinked. “You already had a job.”
“Not like this,” she said. “Full-time. Benefits. I’m paying my own bills. I’m paying the fees. I’m… trying to rebuild credit.”
She swallowed. “And I told Mom and Dad I’m not asking you for money. Ever again.”
Silence stretched between us.
Emily’s voice dropped. “I thought you’d still love me no matter what.”
I looked at her for a long time. “I do love you,” I said carefully. “But love doesn’t mean access. And it doesn’t mean forgiveness on demand.”
Emily nodded, small. “I know.”
She slid something across the table: a handwritten note and a cashier’s check. Not twenty thousand. Not even close. But an amount that mattered to her.
“What is this?” I asked.
“Restitution,” she whispered. “Not the court kind. The… me kind. It’s what I can afford right now.”
My chest tightened. It wasn’t enough to erase what she’d done, but it was the first time Emily had offered me anything without attaching a hook.
I didn’t smile. I didn’t soften dramatically. I just nodded.