“You made me look like a bad mother,” she whispered.
I didn’t flinch. “You’re the one who gets to decide what kind of mother you are,” I said. “Not my silence. Not my success.”
Her chin lifted, trying to reclaim control. “So what, you want an apology?” she asked, sharp.
I thought about it. About the years. About the ribbon. About the dinners. About all the times I’d swallowed my own life so hers wouldn’t feel threatened.
“No,” I said honestly. “I want change. I want you to stop using love as a scoreboard.”
Mom’s mouth opened, then closed. She looked away, eyes scanning the empty room like she might find an easier answer on the carpet.
Dad stepped closer, voice gentle. “Elaine,” he said, “you can start now.”
Mom’s shoulders sagged, just slightly. It was the first time I’d ever seen her look tired.
“I don’t know how,” she admitted, and the words sounded like they hurt.
That was the closest thing to truth I’d ever gotten from her.
I nodded once. “Then learn,” I said. “Like everyone else.”
Mom looked at me, really looked, and for a heartbeat I felt twelve again—except this time, she was finally facing me.