I stopped and didn’t walk toward her. I stood in the hallway, flanked by the protective presence of the nurses’ station.
I looked at the woman who had given birth to me. I looked at the hands that had violently ripped my phone away while my child was hurt.
“You chose your grandson, Mom,” I said, my voice echoing coldly down the sterile hospital corridor. “You chose Cooper, and you chose wrong. Do not come back here.”
I turned around and didn’t wait to see her reaction. I didn’t feel a shred of guilt or sadness.
I felt nothing but a profound emptiness toward the woman who had failed the most basic test of humanity. I walked back into Toby’s room.
Derek was sitting on the edge of the bed, reading a comic book to our son. Toby laughed at one of the funny voices Derek used, which was a small, weak sound, but a beautiful one.
I closed the heavy wooden door behind me, hearing the firm click of the latch. I sealed the monsters outside, where they belonged.
Part 6: The Breath of Fresh Air
Four months later, the brutal winter gave way to a bright, warm spring. The horrific black and purple bruises that had painted the right side of Toby’s torso had completely faded away.