The next morning, while Derek slept in the chair next to Toby’s bed, I walked down to the hospital gift shop. I purchased a cheap burner smartphone and activated my number.

A flood of voicemails poured in immediately. I skipped the ones from my mother, who was alternately screaming threats and begging for mercy.

I clicked on a voicemail from my sister, Deandra. Her voice was shrill and distorted by alcohol and sheer terror.

“Jemma! You psychotic bitch! How could you do this?!” she screamed into the phone.

“The police were here for three hours! CPS is threatening to take Cooper away and he’s suspended from his sports academy!” she yelled.

“You have to call the police right now and drop the charges! You tell them it was an accident or I will ruin you!” she threatened.

I deleted the voicemail without replying. I didn’t call the police to drop the charges.

I called my lawyer instead.

Part 4: The Financial Guillotine

My family thought my only weapon was the police. They thought that once the shock of the cops wore off, they could bully me or manipulate me back into submission.