“How much of what I gave was ever seen as mine?” I whispered to the empty room.
The months that followed educated me. Bridget called less, and when she did, her voice was different.
There was less room in it for me and more Paul in it. She delivered opinions through her mouth like mail forwarded from another address.
“Paul’s parents are coming to the lake house for Easter,” she told me one afternoon. She was not asking, she was telling.
“We had the dock repainted. Hope you don’t mind,” she said another time.
I minded very much. But I said little because I was gathering evidence for myself.
They changed the lock in April. Paul told me it was because the old one was rusted.
He handed me a key at Sunday lunch like he was doing me a favor. In May, I drove up to the lake house planning to stay two nights.
I got out of the car, climbed the porch, and put the key into the brand new deadbolt. Nothing happened.
It did not fit. I tried again, and then again more slowly.
The porch was quiet except for the slap of water against the dock pilings. Through the front windows, I could see the living room I had designed.