I was never ashamed of my mother.
But the world kept telling me that I should be.
My mother, Rosa, worked as the restroom janitor at the same school I attended.
Yes — she was the woman pushing a mop and bucket through the hallways, the one who always smelled like soap and disinfectant.
And yes, she was the woman my classmates laughed at… while staring at me with the same cruel smiles.
I was in first grade when it began.
It was my first day of school.
I was excited, proudly wearing the uniform my mother had bought from a thrift store.
But the moment I stepped into the classroom, laughter broke out.
“Hey, that’s the janitor’s kid!”
“Bet he smells like the bathrooms too!”
The whole room burst into laughter.
From that day forward, no one wanted to sit next to me.
Whenever teachers asked us to form groups, I was always the one left standing alone.
At lunch, I sat by myself.
Once, while I was quietly eating, I heard someone whisper loudly enough for everyone to hear:
“No wonder the bathrooms are always clean — the janitor’s son studies here.”
The words stung.
But I said nothing.
I just went home.