I kept turning pages.
Each entry got worse.
February 4 – Excessive laughter at television show.
Correction: Five minutes cold shower.
Result: Distressed. Lesson reinforced.
February 19 – Interrupted grandmother while she was speaking.
Correction: Locked in storage room for two hours.
Result: Panic and crying. Correction successful.
My hands started shaking.
Storage room.
This cottage.
So this had been happening before tonight.
I flipped faster. Page after page. Weeks. Months. An entire year of records. Every line cataloged Sophie’s “failures” as though she were a misbehaving animal, not a child.
Then I reached the section written in red ink.
“Escalated Corrections.”
At the top of the page were three words, double-underlined.
ESCALATED METHODS
The first entry made my heart pound.
June 12 – Continued disobedience and emotional manipulation (crying).
Correction: Ice bath for three minutes.
Result: Severe distress but eventual silence.
Ice bath.
For an eight-year-old.
I felt sick.
The next page was even worse.
July 2 – Attempted to call father during correction period.
Correction: Confiscated phone privileges indefinitely.
Result: Defiance reduced.
My jaw clenched so hard it hurt.