The porch swing was rocking like it always did when a storm was coming, only the sky was a hard, bright Texas blue. The air shimmered with heat off the asphalt. And my mother, my steady stubborn unbreakable mother, was sitting on the swing with her chin tucked into her sleeve, crying into the same faded coat she had worn through every cold hospital waiting room during the last two years.

Cardboard boxes surrounded her in messy stacks, while several trash bags bulged with clothes that had clearly been shoved inside with anger instead of care. A photo album lay open across the porch boards with its pages bent backward as if someone had grabbed it impatiently and thrown it down without looking.

Standing over her was my cousin Kyle Rourke, arms crossed tightly against his chest while his expensive charcoal suit looked completely out of place under the brutal Texas sun. He held a ring of keys that absolutely did not belong in his hand, and his expression carried the smug confidence of a man who had rehearsed this moment many times before.

“Grace,” my mother said when she noticed me climbing out of my car, and her voice trembled as if every word weighed too much to hold.