On the morning I turned thirty four, the house in Riverside, California was still dark when I woke up. Birthdays had never required luxury for me, yet I always believed that even a simple hug, a cup of coffee, and someone singing badly could make the day feel meaningful.
When I walked into the kitchen I found my husband Gavin Turner closing a large suitcase on the table. It was the kind of suitcase used for long trips, the type that quietly announced someone was planning to disappear for a while.
My mother in law Patricia Turner sat nearby scrolling through her phone with an excited smile. My sister in law Brianna Turner was filming herself with her phone while speaking to her followers online.
“Beautiful family, ready for takeoff,” she laughed to the camera.
I stayed near the doorway and asked calmly, “What is going on?”
Gavin answered without looking at me while pressing down on the suitcase lid. “We leave in an hour for Europe and the trip will last ten days.”
The words felt like the floor shifted beneath my feet. I glanced at the clock and then said slowly, “Today is my birthday.”