“Possible ruptured appendix,” one of them said into his radio. “We need to transport immediately.”

As they lifted me onto the stretcher, panic broke through the haze.

Ethan.

I was a single mother. He couldn’t ride in the ambulance, and I couldn’t leave him alone.

I grabbed a paramedic’s sleeve.

“My son…” I whispered. “Please call my parents. They live ten minutes away.”

He dialed the number and held the phone to my ear. My mother, Linda, answered.

“Mom,” I said weakly. “Ambulance… appendix… please come get Ethan. He’s scared.”

“Oh my God, Emily,” she said quickly. “Don’t worry about anything. Your father and I are coming right now. We’ll take care of him. You just focus on getting better.”

I believed her.

Ethan was crying in the arms of an EMT as they wheeled me toward the ambulance.

“Grandma’s coming,” I told him as my vision blurred. “You’re safe, baby.”

Three hours later I woke up in the recovery room. The surgery had gone well, though the infection had been severe. My throat burned and my body felt impossibly heavy.

The first thing I did was grab my phone from the bedside table.

I expected messages from my mother. Maybe a photo of Ethan eating dinner or getting ready for bed.