My husband had spent years warning me never to set foot on that farm. So after he passed away and the lawyer handed me the key, saying that from now on the place belonged to me, I was ready to sell it right away and put everything behind me. But before making my final decision, I still wanted to see it once for myself. When the door opened, I finally understood why, all those years, he had never wanted me to set foot there.

Joshua appeared on the screen in the unfinished studio. No canvases yet. No brushes. Just the room, the light, and him seated on a stool in a place he had made before he could be certain I would ever use it.

“Hello, my love,” he said.

I touched the edge of the laptop without realizing it.

“If you’re watching this, then you found your way back.” He looked around the room and smiled. “I suspected you would, though not quickly. You tend to return to the deepest things in yourself only after you’ve exhausted every practical reason not to.”

A helpless laugh caught in my throat.

“I’ve thought a lot about legacy these last few years,” he went on. “Most people think legacy means money or land or children or professional achievements, the visible things. But there is another kind. The life you make possible in someone you love.”

He gestured toward the windows.

“The farm, the horses, the studio, the legal arrangements, the oil, they are not the inheritance, Cat. They’re tools. The inheritance is freedom. The chance for you to become more fully yourself without being trapped by what our life had to demand before.”

Tears blurred the screen.