Then I went back to the guest room and lay awake, staring into the dark, guilt and anger taking turns climbing onto my chest. I kept thinking about my daughters. I kept thinking about my bed. I kept thinking about how Rebecca used to hug me goodbye after Thursday nights.
I also kept thinking about the edge I’d stepped onto. Once you cross a line, you don’t get to uncross it. You only get to decide what you do next.
Tuesday arrived with perfect weather, sunny and warm, the kind of day that makes you believe nothing terrible can happen. I got ready for work. I kissed Emma and Lily. I kissed Marcus goodbye. I said, brightly, “Big meeting today. Won’t be home until three.”
His eyes lit up for half a second before he hid it. I saw it anyway.
I drove away.
I didn’t go to work. I went to a coffee shop two blocks from my house and sat by the window, hands wrapped around a latte I didn’t taste, watching the clock tick loud enough to feel like judgment.
At 9:47 a.m., Rebecca’s red Honda pulled into my driveway. She walked to my door like she belonged there. No hesitation. No fear. Just routine.
I waited. I gave them time to settle into the comfort of their betrayal.