My stepmother called just as the day was folding into evening, her voice dripping with a satisfaction so sharp I could almost see the smile stretching across her face. She told me, with deliberate precision, that I would never set foot in the family beach house again—that every lock had already been changed.

I cut cedar branches from the side yard and tucked them over door frames. I unpacked my mother’s ornaments and put them on the old artificial tree she insisted was more ethical than chopping one down “unless you personally know the tree and it has consented.” I made chowder Christmas Eve and blueberry buckle Christmas morning. I lit candles. I played the ridiculous jazz record my father used to claim ruined the purity of carols, which was precisely why my mother always put it on first. I stood at the sink in red wool socks and laughed out loud at nothing.

Around noon, someone knocked.

June stood there wrapped in a plaid coat, holding a pie. Behind her was Tasha, grinning, having apparently decided my invitation to visit “sometime after New Year’s” was insufficiently binding. Mrs. Donnelly came twenty minutes later with oyster crackers and gossip. By sunset there were six people in my mother’s kitchen, someone burning the rolls, someone else refilling wine, sea wind rattling the windows, laughter moving through the rooms like heat.

At one point I stepped onto the porch alone for a minute, just to breathe.