My mother found out about the DNA test two days later.
I knew because Richard called.
I almost did not answer.
But his name on the screen was a door I had not fully closed.
Gerald was in the garden, pulling weeds. I stood by the kitchen window and pressed accept.
“Hello?”
There was silence.
Then my father said, “Holly.”
His voice sounded older.
“Richard,” I said.
He inhaled sharply.
Not Dad.
He noticed.
“Your mother told me about the test.”
“Did she tell you the result?”
“Yes.”
Another silence.
Through the window, I watched Gerald kneel in the dirt, sunlight on his gray hair.
Richard cleared his throat.
“I didn’t know.”
I closed my eyes.
That was the closest he had come to an apology.
“I believe you.”
He exhaled.
“She lied to me too.”
“Yes.”
“But I raised you.”
I opened my eyes.
“No,” I said softly. “You were in the house while I grew up.”
He said nothing.
My hand tightened around the phone.
“Do you remember my college graduation?” I asked.
A pause. “Of course.”
“You left early because Claire had a headache.”
“She was unwell.”
“She was hungover.”
He said nothing.
“Do you remember when I was sixteen and I had pneumonia? You and Mom went to Hilton Head because the reservation was nonrefundable.”
“Holly—”