But even with all of her success, something else began to weigh on me. The quiet ache in my chest that had started the day Rachel had thrown Lily’s machine into the pool was still there, lingering just beneath the surface. It wasn’t the pain of watching Lily suffer, or even the frustration with Mark’s inaction—it was something deeper, something I couldn’t fully articulate. It was the realization that, no matter how much I tried to protect Lily, the world outside of our little bubble would always throw challenges our way. And I couldn’t shield her from everything.
Lily had proven herself over and over again, but as I watched her work tirelessly on new designs, meeting deadlines, and pushing through the exhaustion, I wondered how long she could keep up this pace. At what point would the pressure become too much? Would she break, just like I had?
It was an anxiety that gripped me at night, in the quiet moments when I lay awake thinking about everything she had been through—and everything I had yet to protect her from.