Over the next three weeks, I acted normal. I worked, studied, and stayed quiet. Meanwhile, I slowly moved my belongings into a storage unit I rented across town. My best friend, Jasmine, offered me a place to stay, but I refused because I needed to prove to myself that I could stand on my own.
On the morning of my birthday, at exactly 6:23, I whispered, “Happy birthday to me,” alone in my room. No one came.
I packed my final bags and went downstairs.
“I am leaving,” I said.
My mother barely looked up. “Have a good day.”
“No, I am moving out,” I clarified.
My father froze. “What are you talking about?”
“I am eighteen. I am done.”
My mother grew angry. “You cannot leave over something so childish.”
“This is not about a party,” I said. “It is about everything.”
“If you walk out, do not expect to come back,” my father warned.
“I do not expect anything from you anymore,” I replied.
Brittany appeared upstairs, confused.
“She is being selfish,” my mother told her.
I looked at my sister briefly. “Goodbye.”
Then I walked out.
I rented a tiny room from an elderly woman named Mrs. Park. It was small but mine. That first night, I ate takeout alone until she knocked and handed me a cupcake with a candle.