That evening, Tasha came over with takeout from the Thai place downstairs and a bottle of sparkling water because neither of us needed anything stronger to celebrate peace. She looked around my apartment—at the rebuilt bookshelves, the framed print above the sofa, the calm.
“How does it feel?” she asked.
I thought about that morning in the kitchen. The heat against my skin. Ryan’s voice. Nicole’s waiting eyes. The ring on the table. The empty house. The officer beside my boxes. Everything that ended because one man believed fear would keep me still.
Then I looked around the life I had carried out with my own hands.
“It feels,” I said, “like I got out before losing the part of me that would’ve stayed.”
And that was the last time I spoke about Ryan as if he still had any place in my future.