“I’m sorry. I am sorry for what I did to your mother. I am sorry for what I took from you without ever meaning to face the cost of it. I am sorry that you grew up drawing empty spaces in pictures. I am sorry that you sat in church and looked at the floor. I am sorry that your mother worked at a table by the window alone when she should never have been alone.”
His voice dropped to almost nothing.
“I am sorry that she is gone and I never got to tell her that.”
The room was very quiet.
Rebecca sat with all of it. She let it settle around her like something that had been falling for a very long time and had finally reached the ground.
She thought about her mother, about that laugh in the photograph, open and free and holding nothing back. She thought about what her mother had written, though she did not know the exact words.
She looked at the man across from her: 61 years old, successful, silver-haired, sitting in an expensive chair in a beautiful house with red-rimmed eyes, his hands open in his lap, and 30 years of guilt spread quietly across his face.
She thought about what she felt.
The anger was still there, that slow-banked heat. It was still there, and she did not pretend it was not.