“Is that why you asked for my documents?”
He was quiet for a moment.
“I asked for your documents,” he said carefully, “because I needed to be sure. Because I am a man who has spent his whole life dealing in certainties, and I could not let myself believe something this…” He paused, searching for the word. “This large without being certain.”
“And are you?” Rebecca asked. “Certain?”
He looked at her directly, fully, without flinching.
“Yes,” he said. “I am.”
The word landed between them and stayed there.
Rebecca looked at the floor.
She had imagined this moment before. Not often—she was not a person who spent much time in fantasy—but occasionally, as a child, she had let herself imagine what it would be like to sit across from her father and hear him say something that made everything make sense.
She had always imagined it would feel like relief, like a door opening.
It did not feel like a door opening.
It felt more like standing in a field after a long, long time underground. The light was real. The air was real. But her eyes had not yet adjusted, and everything was very bright and very overwhelming, and she did not yet know which direction to walk.
She looked up.