“And I told myself that what I had done was something that happened to young men who were not yet ready. A mistake. Something that time would cover over.”
He was quiet.
Outside, the last of the orange light disappeared from the sky.
“She wrote me a letter,” he said, “before she left. I found it last week in a box I hadn’t opened in 30 years.”
He looked at Rebecca.
“In that letter, she told me she was keeping the baby, that she would raise the child alone, that she would make herself enough.”
Rebecca felt something move through her, a wave of something warm and painful at the same time. Her mother’s words, spoken in this man’s voice, in this room. She had not known about the letter, but she recognized it. She recognized the voice of it, the quiet, dignified determination, the refusal to collapse, the way her mother had always said hard things simply and then got on with living.
She pressed her hands together in her lap.
“Your name was Simon,” she said.