He folded the letter carefully and put it back in the envelope. He did not put it back in the box. He left it on the desk in the circle of lamplight and went to stand at the window.
The garden was dark and still. The mango tree was a shadow.
And somewhere across the city, in a small fourth-floor apartment he had never been to and could not picture, a young woman was sleeping. A young woman who came to his house every morning, who made his breakfast, who had his eyes without knowing it.
Or so he feared.
Or so, somewhere in the part of him that had been avoiding this moment for 30 years, he was beginning, slowly and terribly, to know.
Part 2
Morning came whether he was ready for it or not. It always did.
Mr. Caleb showered, dressed, and went downstairs at his usual time. He made his own coffee, something he rarely did, but he needed something to do with his hands before Rebecca arrived. He stood at the kitchen counter and drank it slowly, looking at nothing in particular.