She never spoke those questions out loud to anyone. They felt too private, too raw, like showing someone a bruise you had learned to protect. She simply carried them, the way she carried everything: quietly and without complaint.
Grace’s message had come the evening before, just after Rebecca had finished eating. Can you come tomorrow morning? I have something to talk to you about. I think it might be good news for you.
Rebecca had smiled at her phone. Grace was like that, always looking out for her, always thinking of ways to help without making it feel like help.
They had been neighbors years ago, back when Rebecca first moved to the city, and Grace had been the first person to knock on her door with a plate of food and a wide smile and no expectation of anything in return. That kind of friendship stayed.
Rebecca had replied, I’ll be there.
Now, the next morning, she locked her apartment door, tucked her keys into her bag, and made her way down 4 flights of stairs and out into the city.