I looked at the photocopy of our grandmother’s intention, at the looped letters that had always signed our birthday cards with two exclamation points. Equal, Mae had written, as if the word itself could be a prayer.

“I don’t need repayment plans,” I said. “I need different behavior.”

My father swallowed. “Tell us what that looks like.”

I hadn’t planned a speech. Then again, I had been drafting one for twenty-six years.

“It looks like you stop using the word resourceful as a reason to bench me,” I said. “It looks like you show up for the talk I give in December with the same enthusiasm you bring to Jessica’s grand rounds. It looks like you create something outside our family that makes up for the imbalance you built inside it.”

“Like what?” my mother asked.

“A scholarship,” I said. “In Grandma Mae’s name. Fund it for first-generation med students at Ohio State or Detroit. Kids who don’t have a Dr. Fleming to pull them into a room with a table and say sit, this is yours too.”

Jessica nodded. “And run the applications blind. Don’t look for versions of us. Look for versions of who we were before anyone noticed us.”