“I didn’t know quiet could feel like this,” I said. “Like safety.”
She smiled.
“Yeah,” she said. “Like safety.”
We fell into a comfortable silence, broken only by the crackle of the small fire pit between us. The flames cast soft shadows across our faces.
I closed my eyes for a moment and let the warmth sink into my bones.
They can’t reach me anymore, I thought.
Not here.
Not now.
The next morning, after Jess left, I decided it was time to organize the basement.
I’d been avoiding it for weeks—partly because it held old boxes from a life before the chaos, partly because it reminded me of the day Lydia had tried to force her way inside.
But today felt different.
Today, I could face it without fear.
The basement smelled like cedar and cold concrete when I stepped inside. Dust motes danced in the rays of light streaming from the small windows.
I sorted through boxes, donating old hiking gear, storing winter blankets, tossing broken tools.
The work felt meditative.
Grounding.
At one point, I found a box labeled MARA — COLLEGE.