“I didn’t know quiet could feel like this,” I said. “Like safety.”

She smiled.

“Yeah,” she said. “Like safety.”

We fell into a comfortable silence, broken only by the crackle of the small fire pit between us. The flames cast soft shadows across our faces.

I closed my eyes for a moment and let the warmth sink into my bones.

They can’t reach me anymore, I thought.

Not here.

Not now.

The next morning, after Jess left, I decided it was time to organize the basement.

I’d been avoiding it for weeks—partly because it held old boxes from a life before the chaos, partly because it reminded me of the day Lydia had tried to force her way inside.

But today felt different.

Today, I could face it without fear.

The basement smelled like cedar and cold concrete when I stepped inside. Dust motes danced in the rays of light streaming from the small windows.

I sorted through boxes, donating old hiking gear, storing winter blankets, tossing broken tools.

The work felt meditative.

Grounding.

At one point, I found a box labeled MARA — COLLEGE.