I woke up the next morning with a headache, a dull, persistent throb behind my eyes that seemed to echo the quiet devastation of the night before. The city outside my car window was just beginning to stir, the first early risers already walking the streets, unaware of the woman sitting alone in her father’s old car, holding a secret that could unravel her past.
I hadn’t known what to do with myself after the shock of last night. When I’d gotten out of the car and walked into the small all-night diner nearby, I had expected to feel like an outsider in my own skin. And I did, but not in the way I’d imagined. No one knew who I was, no one cared about my broken marriage or my empty apartment or the card in my purse. I was just another face, another lonely soul sitting at a diner table, sipping bad coffee and pretending the world wasn’t crashing down around her.
It was a kind of freedom, but it wasn’t the freedom I wanted.