At first I assumed Ryan was taking a shower before heading out to pick up something for the party. I even thought it worked in my favor—he’d stay out of the way while I finished decorating. So I went upstairs to let him know I was there and ask where Emily kept a few serving trays.

But before I reached the bathroom door, I heard a woman laugh.

And it was not my sister’s voice.

I knew Emily too well to mistake it.

Something hit me hard in the chest.

I pushed the door open just a few inches, and in that instant the entire world split in half.

Ryan was in the bathtub with Vanessa, Emily’s best friend since college.

There was no ambiguity. Nothing to explain away. Nothing I could convince myself I had misunderstood.

They saw me.

He froze.

She sank lower into the bathwater, as if that could somehow erase what was already obvious.

Ryan recovered first. In a low, cowardly voice, he whispered, “Megan, wait… please don’t say anything.”

I didn’t yell.

I didn’t cry.

I didn’t give either of them a single word.

I stepped back, pulled the door shut, turned the lock from the outside, and stood there for a few seconds listening to them pound on the door and call my name.