If I asked for money, Megan would smile and say, “Of course. How much do you need?” Then she would hand me an envelope—sometimes a hundred dollars, sometimes fifty. When I once asked for more to buy a new winter coat, she looked at me like I was a child begging for candy and told me I should wait.
So I waited.
I stopped buying clothes. I stopped going to lunch with my church friends. I canceled trips to see Lily because Megan said it wasn’t in the budget. When the heater started failing and I asked if we could fix it before winter, she said it was unnecessary.
And the worst part was that I began to doubt myself. I started wondering if maybe my pension wasn’t as large as I remembered. Maybe taxes were higher. Maybe my memory was slipping. Maybe numbers were more reliable than I was.
That was the cruelest part of all.
Lily held my hands that night and asked, “How much do you get every month?”
“Ten thousand,” I whispered.
Megan let out a soft, amused laugh. “That’s gross amount. After taxes and allocations, it’s different.”
“Allocations?” Lily snapped, standing. “What allocations?”
“Private ventures,” Megan said. “Ryan and I are building something for the family.”